favorite people: selena gomez, crystal reed, ariana grande, zoey deutch, taylor swift, zac efron, amanda seyfried, pretty little liars cast, dylan o'brien, colton haynes, sarah hyland, miley cyrus, perrie edwards
“And I've fallen.
I've hit the ground. Gone right through it. Never in my life have I felt this. Nothing like this. I've felt shame and cowardice, weakness and strength. I've known terror and indifference, self-hate and general disgust. I've seen things that cannot be unseen.
And yet I've known nothing like this terrible, horrible, paralyzing feeling. I feel crippled. Desperate and out of control. And it keeps getting worse. Every day I feel sick. Empty and somehow aching.
Love is a heartless bastard.”